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Dark Raivenn: back
Dark Raivenn: I will be on vacation and will be back around the 25th or 26th.
Circeris: ......I'm back, and would be updating soon.
Dark Raivenn: My net connection is back up while Circeris is still pending repair
Dark Raivenn: regular postings will be done when Circeris pc is fixed and my net connection stops being flaky. Hopefully, sometime this week.
Azodnem: Great blog. Love the look.
Circeris: ...watching all Jim Henson's "Storyteller" on youtube. So far, i've seen 'the true bride' and 'the heartless giant'. I've read them before too......these clips are nice
Dark Raivenn: --update-- I will be working on the pending fairy tale post.
Circeris: got a wider space to run around now....
Not Orpheus: I'll always consider myself lucky that my mother forced all the amazing dark writers. The first book she ever gave me (apart from Shakespeare) was Poppy Z Brite. ^_^
Dark Raivenn: Oh, me and my sister can be quite obsessive too. So welcome to the obsessive club.
Not Orpheus: Anything made by H.P. Lovecraft is worth looking into. I have all versions and reprints of his books. Obsessive fan, I know.
Circeris: Hm, Id look up that Cthulhu Tarot set...thanks for dropping by Not Orpheus. +_,+ . come by anytime alright
Not Orpheus: The Call of Cthulhu Tarot set is way better... Of course, I am biased since I've been a fan for 20 years... ^_^
Dark Raivenn: @Daedalus -- you are still doing that awww *hugs* I'll probably be worse than you if I have to do that
daedalus: buffy tarot cards ehh... my brain is about to implode with axiomic foundationalism
Deadlywhisper: lol.. I will update my blog as soon as I am done my last exam, been really busy. Hope to see you before I go back home.
Dark Raivenn: reading list for SS 08 to be posted soon
Dark Raivenn: I want the wasp gone today!
Deadlywhisper: Thanks for the comment, I hope we get to see each other before I leave.
Circeris: I can't stop staring at our fence...hope to finish designing our Lounge soon...
Circeris: Link to mainpage above:Under --Links--
Circeris: Put up our fence...See mainpage. ~raiveris.cjb.net
Dark Raivenn: Davey said he got me the Zafra 8 already. So sis you dont need to get it for me save the money, buy anything cute and dark that you fancy
Dark Raivenn: to those that doesn't know where the Raiveris gallery is .. click on "my website raiveris" on top then go to the DarkHall and go straight. This place can be a maze at times
Circeris: updated the Sketch page inside Raiveris gallery
Dark Raivenn: to CS: send me the DeathNote book and Twisted 8 by Jessica Zafra dali!!!
Circeris: I like the fairy bags too..., i like the fairy bags, i like the fairy bags, i like the fairy bags, i like the fairy bags, i like the fairy bags... O_O
Circeris: how akin are your feelings to mine...
Dark Raivenn: papers etc are done! Im back mwahahahaha
Dark Raivenn: these days Im busy with papers that I need to go write .
Glenn: Justy hoppin by.... ur page never ceased to amaze me....
Circeris: where has his happiness gone....?.....
Dark Raivenn: Glenn: Nice to see you drop by, this is as close to dropping by as it gets between us former wordians , with the distance & varying schedules. Thanks for wishing me luck and keep your paws away from chaos ehehe
Glenn: Hi DR! Mishu luv! awesome site you got here. Gudluck with your studies and send ma hugs and kisses to yer dahlin. hehehehe!
deadly whispers: nice page!!! It's my first time to visit this page and I am really interested in reading the poems and quotes that u posted.
Dark Raivenn: continuation post about dresses and goth loli soon to be uploaded
daveyross: oh golly! when will i be able to wear these? love them, really.
Dark Raivenn: well that makes two of us then
Circeris: I wanna buy me dresses too......it's something like a dream right now where i'm in.
daveyross: dark raiven! i'm a little uncomfortable in calling you that but i'll try my very best to get used to it. :-) I've read the malu fernandez article. I don't want to comment anymore since there's nothing i'd say that hasn't been said by any sensible reader, especially a filipino one. i noticed that she uses the woody allen type of humor. evident in her repeatedly wanting to kill herself. she should freaking die already. oh by the way, i dont know how to add friends so i guess i'll need your assista
Dark Raivenn: Vitani: I hope your man treats you right And sure, feel free to add me k
Dark Raivenn: ReCS: Its so nice to see you again although its via cyberspace. You should get yourself a blog too, just click on 'get a free blog' upper right corner of this page. About our friend, well ...All we can do is take a deep breath and pray we have enough klenex tissue.That or we could always smack her if she gets too melodramatic
vitani: Thanx for adding me!!! will get down to reciprocating when i log in nexttime...I love your "Advice on men" list... i have a new guy and i was trying him through it!!Take care
ReCS: I truly agree with u DR. Sheeesh... the friend in question is really diving into a pool of misery... and we'll end up picking her up. I'll never be convinced with her stance on this but then there's nothing we can do. We've done all we could to put some sense into her head. She's become blinded, I say. Will she ever find the way when she'll realize she house found herself in a ditch?
Circeris: put up DarkJournals banner.
daedalus: im glad that letter of resignation made you smile :D
Dark Raivenn: More dress pictures in my next post.....
Dark Raivenn: got a few pieces to write and post. Hopefully I will be able to update before this week is over
Dark Raivenn: I'll go and upload images for the recent post later

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Friday, August 8th 2008

2:32 PM (19 days, 14h, 23min ago)

Faces on my cups and plates

  • Mood/Mindframe: between about to be bored and about to be ultra hyper
  • Music: Ophelia's Dream - De Torrente



I want these...

 

Chaos and I went to this antique auction some time ago. Since we got the old 126 year old Victorian house a last year , I found myself starting to frequent furniture stores while Chaos started frequenting hardware stores.  I have no idea what that means. 

 I had high hopes of finding good pieces in that auction, but nothing fit our taste. I don’t want our place to look like a museum and both of us are very picky. The only thing that caught both of our attention was a table we both liked but somebody else got it. Usually if I like something Chaos doesn’t and if he likes something I usually am not that ecstatic about it. So if we see something we both like , we tend to buy it right then and there. Of course the common ground when it comes to picking anything for both of us is that we love black or any other dark color  in the absence of black. Makes doing laundry easier in a way.

 Me being me, I am determined to not leave that place empty handed. I hate going to a store and not buying anything. Especially if we drove all the way just to be there and I had to wake up early. I ended up with a book about antiques that I know Circeris will go crazy over once she sees it and Chaos got two very old magazines circa late 18th century. I read that thing and the ads in there were funny especially the soap advertisements and articles about the “latest” fashion wear. 

 Since I basically went out of that auction with nothing for the house, I started to look online and here is what I found. 



At first I didn’t know what to make of it since it is obviously not antique. But I got to admit , the more I look at these bunch of eyes the more I am starting to like them. I wish they didn’t use gold though. I prefer copper, silver or white gold. So what do you think, would ever consider owning these pieces.  

The figures on it were done by an artist named Piero Fornasetti. He is a Milan painter, a sculptor, an interior decorator, an engraver of art books, a creator of more than 11,000 items, a deviser of sceneries and customs, an organizer of international exhibitions and events. (Ugh I hate, envy and love him already )  His pieces were described on his site as evoking strong imagination, elegance and sense of humour. (I totally agree with it)  If you wish to read more about him and his works, the link is here  click  here 

Since I seem to be in a furniture or house related mood these days, expect more house related posts under the  :I want these:  category in the next few days.


credits:
http://www.fornasetti.com/sito/

bits and pieces:

Monkeys have no feet. Technically, they’re classified as  “four handed.”




 ~Dark Raivenn~

        
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Tuesday, July 8th 2008

10:46 AM (50 days, 18h, 9min ago)

Distorted fancies

  • Mood/Mindframe: quarantined myself
  • Music: nightwish - nemo




I am having these sweet thoughts in my head... swirling like fairytales, like the flying sandaled horse above, and even smiling skulls and friendly bats, and ethereal sights and nice falling leaves that I make wishes from every time I catch them, and also of whispering breeze and nightly wishes of good things and warm favorable moments and be intoxicated, languished by them......

Well it's like...cutting my head off for a while. Without any pressure at all of things to do and to take care of and my body to move, and just letting me dream, just dream of anything mindlessly.
Though, it doesn't... It doesn't carry me for long ...my flying horse and my illusive sights...
and you being beautiful to me, then I didn't want to see anything else...

It doesn't fill me. And I break again to see the real sights...
but it couldn't be that bad. Everything's familiar already. And the  moments I walk with myself are mine alone. And I see my corner again, though now I want to take it with me wherever I go.







  image credit: Natalie Shau




~Circeris 


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Thursday, June 19th 2008

3:57 PM (69 days, 12h, 58min ago)

Fairytales and wishful thinking

  • Mood/Mindframe: introspective
  • Music: Muse - Bliss


Ramblings...




I have always been fascinated by fairytales and in a way it was what made me pick people as the subject of most of my drawings and sketches. It might be escapism in a way when one is allowed to view a place that is bounded by rules different to our own. It is where imagination, dreams and reality can be one and the same. I envy that ability of fairytales to be able to shift from imagination to dreams to reality because sometimes this world can become quite heavy and bothersome. There would be situations too where people would mock your dreams and somehow in fairytales the one who dreams always get to soar.

Me and Circeris has probably read all the fairytales there is. That interest made us both research about these stories even more. One of the things we found out was the ending of the stories we heard growing up has been altered and the original version doesn’t have that neatly wrapped up promise of happily ever after. I don’t know about you but some of the unaltered endings that is posted below made me like these tales even more.


Eight Fairytales and their true ending

1. Cinderella

Don’t break out your violins for this gal just yet. All that cruelty poor Cinderella endured at the hands of her overbearing stepmother might have been well deserved. In the oldest versions of the story, the slightly more sinister Cinderella actually kills her first stepmother so her father will marry the housekeeper instead. Guess she wasn’t banking on the housekeeper’s six daughters moving in or that never-ending chore list.

2. Sleeping Beauty

In the original version of the tale, it’s not the kiss of a handsome prince that wakes Sleeping Beauty, but the nudging of her newborn twins. That’s right. While unconscious, the princess is impregnated by a monarch and wakes up to find out she’s a mom twice over. Then, in true Ricki Lake form, Sleeping Beauty’s “baby’s daddy” triumphantly returns and promises to send for her and the kids later, conveniently forgetting to mention that he’s married. When the trio is eventually brought to the palace, his wife tries to kill them all, but is thwarted by the king. In the end, Sleeping Beauty gets to marry the guy who violated her, and they all live happily ever after.

3. Snow White


At the end of the original German version penned by the brothers Grimm, the wicked queen is fatally punished for trying to kill Snow White. It’s the method she is punished by that is so strange – she is made to dance wearing a pair of red-hot iron shoes until she falls over dead.

4. The Little Mermaid

You’re likely familiar with the Disney version of the Little Mermaid story, in which Ariel and her sassy crab friend, Sebastian, overcome the wicked sea witch, and Ariel swims off to marry the man of her dreams. In Hans Christian Andersen’s original tale, however, the title character can only come on land to be with the handsome prince if she drinks a potion that makes it feel like she is walking on knives at all times. She does, and you would expect her selfless act to end with the two of them getting married. Nope. The prince marries a different woman, and the Little Mermaid throws herself into the sea, where her body dissolves into seam foam.

Now here are four more fairy tales you might not be familiar with, but you might have trouble forgetting.

1. The King Who Wished to Marry His Daughter
What It’s Like: Cinderella, with an incestuous twist

The King’s wife dies and he swears he will never marry again unless he finds a woman who fits perfectly into his dead Queen’s clothes. Guess what? His daughter does! So he insists on marrying her. Ew. Understandably, she has a problem with this and tries to figure out how to avoid wedding dear old dad. She says she won’t marry him until she gets a trunk that locks from outside and inside and can travel over land and sea. He gets it, but she says she has to make sure the chest works. To prove it, he locks her inside and floats her in the sea. Her plan works: she just keeps floating until she reaches another shore. So she escapes marrying her dad, but ends up working as a scullery maid in another land… from here you can follow the Cinderella story. She meets a prince, leaves her shoe behind, he goes around trying to see who it belongs to. The End.

2. The Lost Childen
What It’s Like: Hansel & Gretel meets Saw 2

This French fairy tale starts out just like Hansel & Gretel. A brother and sister get lost in the woods and find themselves trapped in cages, getting plumped up to be eaten. Only it’s not a wicked witch, it’s the Devil and his wife. The Devil makes a sawhorse for the little boy to bleed to death on (seriously!) and then goes for a walk, telling the girl to get her brother situated on the sawhorse before he returned. The siblings pretend to be confused and ask the Devil’s wife to demonstrate how the boy should lay on the sawhorse; when she shows them they tie her to it and slit her throat. They steal all of the Devil’s money and escape in his carriage. He chases after them once he discovers what they’ve done, but he dies in the process. Yikes.

3. The Juniper Tree
What It’s Like: Every stepchild’s worst nightmare

Cannibalism, murder, decapitation… freakiness abounds left and right in this weird Grimm story. A widower gets remarried, but the second wife loathes the son he had with his first wife because she wants her daughter to inherit the family riches. So she offers the little boy an apple from inside a chest. When he leans over to get it, she slams the lid down on him and chops his head off. Note: if you’re trying to convince your child to eat more fruits and veggies, do not tell them this story. Well, the woman doesn’t want anyone to know that she killed the boy, so she puts his head back on and wraps a handkerchief around his neck to hide the fact that it’s no longer attached. Her daughter ends up knocking his head off and getting blamed for his death. To hide what happened, they chop up the body and make him into pudding, which they feed to his poor father. Eventually the boy is reincarnated as a bird and he drops a stone on his stepmother’s head, which kills her and brings him back to life.

4. Penta of the Chopped-off Hands
What It’s Like: Um…you tell us

These old fairy tales sure do enjoy a healthy dose of incest. In this Italian tale, the king’s wife dies and he falls in love with Penta… his sister. She tries to make him fall out of love with her by chopping off her hands. The king is pretty upset by this; he has her locked in a chest and thrown out to sea. A fisherman tries to save her, but Penta is so beautiful that his jealous wife has her thrown back out to sea. Luckily, Penta is rescued by a king (who isn’t her brother). They get married and have a baby, but the baby is born while the king is away at sea. Penta tries to send the king the good news of the baby, but the jealous fisherman’s wife intercepts the message and changes it to say that Penta gave birth to a puppy. A puppy?! The evil wife then constructs another fake message, this time from the king to his servants, and says that Penta and her baby should be burned alive. OK, long story short: the king figures out what the jealous wife is up to and has her burned. Penta and the king live happily ever after. I can’t really figure out what the moral of this tale is. Chopping hands off? Giving birth to a dog? I just don’t get it. Help me out here, people.


If you have creepy Fairytales of your own , share them in the comments section


credits:
image: deviantart.com
bspcn.com


bits and pieces:

The Hindus of India once believed that the Earth was a huge bowl (to keep the oceans from falling off) held up by giant elephants standing on long pillars. No one back then ever thought to ask what the pillars were standing on!
        


~Dark Raivenn~

 

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Friday, June 13th 2008

3:27 AM (76 days, 1h, 28min ago)

Site Updates

  • Mood/Mindframe: leave me
  • Music: greyhoundz - your puppet and clown


Extended the Dark Hall.
Enter through the main page.

Raiveris
under Links.




~Circeris
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Thursday, June 12th 2008

9:49 AM (76 days, 19h, 7min ago)

Lost verses





Living your old self,
Rusted bindings that hold us cling to me,
Pulling me strongly
Being absorbed by you

Seeing through your old self,
Your lines, they instantly come
pounding in my head
Whenever I speak to myself

I've come to that point
where we turned away,
I left you waiting
While I'm running at the other end for you

You are as I remembered
Stealing thoughts from me too
Stood silently,
allowing me...

Closer with our shared sanity,
....reminding you of me





~Circeris
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Monday, June 2nd 2008

2:27 AM (87 days, 2h, 29min ago)

Site Updates

  • Mood/Mindframe:
  • Music: soft humming in my head


ah... I'm staring at the fence for a moment in the main page, thinking of the design for our lounge,
...that I'd put up soon, hopefully.




I feel cold and it's good...


~Circeris


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Thursday, May 22nd 2008

4:47 PM (97 days, 12h, 9min ago)

There is a lot to be said about remaining ignorant and following blindly

  • Mood/Mindframe: Sheathing my claws for now

Ramblings...


        I know Davey expected me to come up with a lengthy reply to the issue he raised in this post on his blog  click here 

but I opted to stay silent because given the chance to chose between fighting and not fighting I will always opt to not fight. Why? Because I know myself well enough, if I pick a battle I will not let it go till the other party is bleeding and broken. Call it my scorpio side showing.  Sometimes even when my appointed enemy is defeated I still am not sated and that is where I turn dark and cruel. But then I saw this post

   click here

and I cannot keep my silence any longer. Davey and the rest of my close friends will know that me and Circeris can come up with a reply to that issue that will be lengthy enough to beat any encyclopaedia. In an attempt to keep my temper in check here is my response to the first post mentioned above.



               

and here is what I have been ‘trying’ to read these days.



                   

this is a slow read for me because I find myself having to stop every four pages or so. I start seeing red and have to calm myself down. The book talks about the dark side of Catholicism, things like:

* like reasons for the many dogmas regarding Mary

*the atrocities committed by numerous Inquisition

*the modern Inquisition towards her own theologians

* the persecution of other groups of religious denomination

* the murder of up to millions of women for witchcraft

*the story behind the pope’s cadaver dug up for trial

*the truth behind Peter as the first pope

*the reason why Vulgate is used despite its many errors

*the reasons why the Apocrypha is included in the Catholic Bible

*the relics of animals passed off as pilgrimage shrines

*the crusades and its effects on the problems in the Middle East today

*the reason why heretics were tortured and burned to death

*the truth about purgatory and indulgences and how she benefited

*the problem rocking the church today concerning celibacy

*the many murderous popes still occupying the roster of Peter

*the reason for cover up by conferring sainthood

*the truth behind the third secret of Fatima

*the truth about many popes called vicars of Christ

*and many more

Now do you understand why I have to  keep my temper in check.Oh and the book is written by a priest , a catholic priest in the Philippines.

Hmmm now I wonder if this post will also be derogatorily called as “stuff” not to be written about. And since when has it become derogatory to be an Atheist? Im sure my dearest friend Blackwolfdreaming will disagree.  Perhaps somebody should learn how to think  really think before speaking out loud.

bits and pieces:

"as soon as the coin in the coffer rings, the soul from purgatory springs."

Look up  the Dominican Johann Tetzel and Selling of Indulgence




~Dark Raivenn~

              

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Thursday, May 22nd 2008

3:33 PM (97 days, 13h, 22min ago)

Bare thoughts... (before I start freezing again...)

  • Mood/Mindframe: alone with my thorns
  • Music: dead air


Hold me...
Don't look away when I start hurting,
and hating everything.
Call me back to my trusting self
that I could see you once again
and breathe softly and calmly
in remembrance
that I'm still here,
thinking of you oh so much in the
deepest recesses of my thoughts...




~Circeris
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Sunday, May 18th 2008

2:47 AM (102 days, 2h, 8min ago)

Distorted fancies

  • Mood/Mindframe:
  • Music: Koro
I have these distorted  fancies in my head.... they come  in different forms depends on my mood and my mind state at the moment. Sometimes when I close my eyes, all I can see are skeleton and corpse or ghostly faces,. The last time I had this kind is when I went to church one night last week, it was already late and I just sat at the right wing of the cathedral, where the lights were turned off already. I just stayed there until  the church closed and the keeper told me he is closing the doors, and I noticed that nobody else was there anymore... I came home and just felt a little troubled suddenly , just for a while in my room, I closed my eyes and felt scared I don't know why...

I don't wanna stay inside churches when it's too dark already; I absorb a lot of things in my subconscious...








image credits:
www.artfoundry.com/ccs/examples_animation.html
www.braineater.com/amanti/story.html
www.westgatenecromantic.com/archives.htm
www.estatevaults.com/lm/archives/art/
video.aol.com/.../2519021037
www.hauntedprops.com


~Circeris


I see dead people.
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Monday, May 5th 2008

1:15 PM (114 days, 15h, 40min ago)

mirrors

  • Mood/Mindframe:
  • Music: "...something's wrong with you...."




   There's something fascinating about mirrors... I know, I get to catch myself sometimes staring into everything that gives off reflection, and then I correct me for appearing weird... 
I tried glasses, spoons, bottles, cars, glass windows, doors, viewing mirrors, distorted mirrors, jalousies, glass cases, computer screens, metal handles, shiny stones or buttons or floor, raindrops, water, even somebody else's eyes...

   The thing is, they don't show what we really look like inside. That's how I think.
But, I do have a good picture of myself sometimes when I look into myself and just feel quite at peace that I know me better. If people collect real wounds and scars every time they get pained or hurt emotionally, then we'd all be very beautiful..., or for normal people, very very ghastly and unspeakable.

See I found a picture that's so close to how I see myself often.





maybe I could do me my real portrait when I get much better at it...


(photo is credited to its respected artist,
whom I don't really know since this is not
 from an official site where I got it from)

~Circeris



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Sunday, April 20th 2008

5:30 PM (129 days, 11h, 25min ago)

Buffy Tarot Deck

  • Mood/Mindframe: resting my feet



Random things that caught my interest:

    Me and Chaos went to an antique show /auction a while ago  , but I didnt find anything worth buying. Knowing how picky I am , Chaos is ten times worse so if we both dont agree about whether something is cute or not we decide (most of the time) not to buy it. 


    Anyway aside from antiques , here is something else that caught my attention. I am not sure whether I would actually buy this ( I already have my own deck of tarot card and I dont think it would be practical to have two ) but I find it cute. 


The Buffy Tarot Deck


  article  about it

Sample pics from the deck

       


       



So what do you think ? Would you consider getting this or not?


credits:
comicbookresources.com


bits and pieces:
                 
                 40 percent of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals.
---
=about to go out=
me:          what do you think ? *twirls and shows him my outfit*
Chaos:    why are you wearing heels to an antique show  
me:          I want to! Besides I think they are cute.
Chaos:
    You are out to make me miserable ...



~Dark Raivenn~ 


          
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Wednesday, April 16th 2008

11:15 AM (133 days, 17h, 40min ago)

how to kill a wasp stealth style

  • Mood/Mindframe: waaahhh aaaahh ahhh


Ramblings...

 



     I can't have a nice relaxing morning where I can just sleep in and snooze away. All of you by now have an idea how I woke up yesterday.Today after groggily checking my mail I decided to go and head back to bed since I stayed up late last night. I was perfectly happy dozing away when I heard a buzz and next thing you know Im face to face with something buzzing on the window blinds exactly a foot away from me. Yes, a bloody foot! That was how close it was. That quickly got me out of bed in a second and calling Chaos in the office to tell him an insect is beside the bed in the bedroom...in the bedroom! Who knows what would have happened if I didnt wake up. It would have crawled on me?!
 
   
    Chaos asked me if its a bee or a wasp, I said I dont know. His next question was is it fat. How do I judge the 'fatness' of an insect. I am not one! I dont know what slim or fat is in their kingdom.

   
    So I am waiting till he gets home for lunch to deal with it because I will not go near it. I will not! I just closed the bedroom door and made a note to myself to buy a zapper today! 

    I have never been stung by anything before and I dont know whether I am allergic or not. Since I am alone in the house, I would rather not find out if I am or not at this moment. Therefore I am here in front of the pc looking at bees and wasps pictures which informed me enough that what is inside the bedroom is a wasp and they can sting repeatedly. It can call its other wasp mates when it gets agitated and angry.One website said sneak up on it and snip at it with a scissor (whacking isn't an option since it will stain the blinds). I still dont know how it got in the bedroom I will just stay downstairs and let it have the entire second floor I guess while the wasp does it merry lil wasp dance in the bedroom...



credits:
eurocosm.com
chriswondra.com

bits and pieces:
                 
                    A cockroach can live for 10 days without a head.





~Dark Raivenn~ 


        
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